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Work bright and early tomorrow and I’m sitting here crying happy tears… It’s been a crazy uneasy week for me and at the end of it I have HIM by my side unconditionally, I love him……….

Reversals

Today I was called childish. Thats fine. Today I lied to the one I love. What’s stupid about it is.. I felt some type of way after I saw how he was affected. After all of those times I’ve been lied to. All those tears shed. All those chances being given. I gave in. Lied, told em I lied. I am childish. I retaliated. I am fed up. I’ve been stepped on way too much. & put in too much effort just to be someone who gets lied to. The way I felt after seeing how he felt after me lying was kinda like, “WELCOME TO MY LIFE!” he says it won’t help us get anywhere. I say u lying to me isn’t helping us get anywhere. It is a constant cycle of pain,lies,betrayal. YET…at the end of it all, we are still the first ones we go to for comfort. How mad did I make my love today, and he still reached out to me telling me how bad of a day he’s had and what he haas planned tomorrow and such. Love is crazy. How crazy is it that we can be neck to neck but an hour later we contact one another to vent. Other day he told me “I know you’re still upset at me but I didn’t know who else to go to.” do u know how good that makes me feel? Love is SO powerful. I can’t describe how I feel. It’s been such a rough week. Now I’m blabbing…..

I was really hoping chain post and “if you got this in you inbox it mean i like” shit would have been left on other websites like myspace and fb

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But i then i realize that its people more than the sites and i have to acknowledge that these fuckers exist still.

I dont know what im ranting about,im just really fucking tired

Fuck allergies tho

(Source: bossonab0at)

If I could sit around & be high all day…. I definitely would.

Super fucking nervous.